My Addiction

My addiction
Was once a hideous monster,
a rampant beast.
Feeding on my insecurities,
Stealing my life for its own.

My addiction
Was once a prison cell,
Shackles holding me in isolation.
The place of darkness
Becoming my home.

My addiction
Was once the shadow
Following behind me,
Grabbing hold of me
Making me one with it.

My addiction
Is beautiful now,
Warm eyes, infectious smile.
They capture me,
Consuming my thoughts.

My addiction,
Once a destructive beast,
Now a rapturous delight.